working...working...well, its my duty to so on my birthday..lets recap a day bfore my bday.
28 March 2011 (Monday)
1.30am
im sending a text to someone...the text message looking cold, as i know tomorrow is my birthday. i wonder if he remembers my birthday. unfortunately, that particular text turn us out into "cats & dog" woaaahh!...
few second after that...he called up. "now speak, u wanna talk? lets talk now." that voice..woo...scares me. in a sudden, i was washed away by that voice. seriusly, im speechless.."knocking my head down" whispering to my heart.this gonna be crap!! god! help me..although the conversation was on the phone..i could feel it is nearby just beside me... "speak la..!" i was like...erm....its ok, i'm tired now..i want to go to sleep. (can u imagine that, a simple question that i could ever think!) panic moment!..."i dunno wat to say now..buat la suke ati awk..buat la ape yg awk suke..." - tut tut tut...
1.45am
Feels very bad..terribly bad! i could not sleep..
so i give him a call back. cold voice; my knees shake like never bfore (god damnn! why am i so scared??)
like im the one who is guilty here! oh common! god is being unfair now! why let him win this time?
"im sorry..." what? sorry for what? ermm...i said im sorry. (silence voice)
erm....why are u silence? (like 3 mins) i was wondering why....(maybe he is mad) but im the one who has to be mad!! not him!
okey..what is it? nothing...okey..doing what? nothing.. (very the cold conversation)
leave me... he said..i was like (fuckkkk!) whats this? tomorrow is my bday. not now.
leave me...i could see ur not happy with me. ur suffering. u could have a better man than me.
------ im silence ---- tears drop... (only breathe)
"u noe, i love u so much. how could u said that to me? tomorrow is my bday. why god, why! why must today?
------ both silence----------
suddenly, the serious voice of him just now, turn into: "hunny....hunny...i can stand anymore.."
gosh...im joking...im joking...
-----silence by me----
syg...bby...bby..oh no!...dont do this.. (oh dont do this?) please...bby...please. im sorrie.. its a joke. i love u.
i was a bout to prank u tomorrow..but why cant u wait to get quarrel on ur bday?? silly of him!
29 March 2011
11.00am
i was not in a mood..hoping something miracle might happen on my bday. gosshh..i was silence on the set..eating alone. avoiding ppl just doing my work (looking like very anti-social type)
getting birthday wishes and greeting from all the crews.
i was totally, insane, and empty that time. all i know is, having myself alone, doing my job on set as an editor and try to focus more on the film. god damn! it won't work...he is messing around my head..!! what the hell is he doing on my head! oh common...it goes on until evening..i couldn't stand anymore..and i went to the river nearby our shooting set. (crying) missing my family: my mum & brothers..my cats! why..am i here?
where is my beloved ones? why aren't there any of them besides me on my bday? this is the worst bday i ever had! i cry and sop sop my face out..i get back to my work place...
far away like 2meter distance from me, i could see my HOD, Abg Aizam is looking for something..i wonder what is he searching for...so i hide and i knew he is looking for me..so i went back to my place..and he asked me..why? u looking so moody today..crying ha? erm...."he is not coming here to see u ha?" "langgar tiang la tu" haha...i giggle..
7.45pm
kak Aina come to the editor place. "ein, abg nak jumpa." aizam sekali ye. bawa ipad. wat? kak aina...ein tak nak la jumpa abg..bagitahu kat abg. ein malas!..(bleh cakap macam tu?) haha..ein, abg hantar kak aina utk suruh korang jumpa dia skrg..abg tak de mood tu..cepat la.. oklah.oklah...nak gerak la nie...aku pun pegi juga ke? (abg aizam) ye la.. aik? dua2 sekali? parah nie...i walk straight...knock down my head, bringing abg's ipad together with me..i was wondering..why? ermm..nvermind.. everyone was looking at me..very serious looking faces..ein, sini...duduk sebelah abg..erm..ok. cuba tunjuk scene hari tu? scene yg mana abg? hari tu, abg dah tgk...ada lari conty..masa ein buat conty...scene ape bang? (scene 18) nampak sgt menipu...bila masa plak aku buat conty scene 18? buat conty scene 34 ada la..hahaha..abg johan, aahaa...aku dah bg tahu ngn hamlo, ada lari conty,..aik? bila masa plak abg bg tahu? abg aizam tak gi tahu saya pun....cuba main..kita tgk kita tgk...play2...k cuba dengar btul2 apa dia ckp kat sana...erm...dia ckp kuih..kuih...btul la bang..bukan kuih,..kuih...tapi "happy birthday!" everyone sang me a lovely birthday song..i was crying beside abg..(scared he was fierce that time try to prank me so much!) haha....i get my birthday cake..cheese cake+yogurt+strawberry! it was delicious..i make a wish before i blow out the candle...fheww... insyaAllah my wish come truee!...
the prank scene was niceee! cantekk tak??
haha..thanks all :)
lalalala...happy 26th birthday me!
28 March 2011 (Monday)
1.30am
im sending a text to someone...the text message looking cold, as i know tomorrow is my birthday. i wonder if he remembers my birthday. unfortunately, that particular text turn us out into "cats & dog" woaaahh!...
few second after that...he called up. "now speak, u wanna talk? lets talk now." that voice..woo...scares me. in a sudden, i was washed away by that voice. seriusly, im speechless.."knocking my head down" whispering to my heart.this gonna be crap!! god! help me..although the conversation was on the phone..i could feel it is nearby just beside me... "speak la..!" i was like...erm....its ok, i'm tired now..i want to go to sleep. (can u imagine that, a simple question that i could ever think!) panic moment!..."i dunno wat to say now..buat la suke ati awk..buat la ape yg awk suke..." - tut tut tut...
1.45am
Feels very bad..terribly bad! i could not sleep..
so i give him a call back. cold voice; my knees shake like never bfore (god damnn! why am i so scared??)
like im the one who is guilty here! oh common! god is being unfair now! why let him win this time?
"im sorry..." what? sorry for what? ermm...i said im sorry. (silence voice)
erm....why are u silence? (like 3 mins) i was wondering why....(maybe he is mad) but im the one who has to be mad!! not him!
okey..what is it? nothing...okey..doing what? nothing.. (very the cold conversation)
leave me... he said..i was like (fuckkkk!) whats this? tomorrow is my bday. not now.
leave me...i could see ur not happy with me. ur suffering. u could have a better man than me.
------ im silence ---- tears drop... (only breathe)
"u noe, i love u so much. how could u said that to me? tomorrow is my bday. why god, why! why must today?
------ both silence----------
suddenly, the serious voice of him just now, turn into: "hunny....hunny...i can stand anymore.."
gosh...im joking...im joking...
-----silence by me----
syg...bby...bby..oh no!...dont do this.. (oh dont do this?) please...bby...please. im sorrie.. its a joke. i love u.
i was a bout to prank u tomorrow..but why cant u wait to get quarrel on ur bday?? silly of him!
29 March 2011
11.00am
i was not in a mood..hoping something miracle might happen on my bday. gosshh..i was silence on the set..eating alone. avoiding ppl just doing my work (looking like very anti-social type)
getting birthday wishes and greeting from all the crews.
i was totally, insane, and empty that time. all i know is, having myself alone, doing my job on set as an editor and try to focus more on the film. god damn! it won't work...he is messing around my head..!! what the hell is he doing on my head! oh common...it goes on until evening..i couldn't stand anymore..and i went to the river nearby our shooting set. (crying) missing my family: my mum & brothers..my cats! why..am i here?
where is my beloved ones? why aren't there any of them besides me on my bday? this is the worst bday i ever had! i cry and sop sop my face out..i get back to my work place...
far away like 2meter distance from me, i could see my HOD, Abg Aizam is looking for something..i wonder what is he searching for...so i hide and i knew he is looking for me..so i went back to my place..and he asked me..why? u looking so moody today..crying ha? erm...."he is not coming here to see u ha?" "langgar tiang la tu" haha...i giggle..
7.45pm
kak Aina come to the editor place. "ein, abg nak jumpa." aizam sekali ye. bawa ipad. wat? kak aina...ein tak nak la jumpa abg..bagitahu kat abg. ein malas!..(bleh cakap macam tu?) haha..ein, abg hantar kak aina utk suruh korang jumpa dia skrg..abg tak de mood tu..cepat la.. oklah.oklah...nak gerak la nie...aku pun pegi juga ke? (abg aizam) ye la.. aik? dua2 sekali? parah nie...i walk straight...knock down my head, bringing abg's ipad together with me..i was wondering..why? ermm..nvermind.. everyone was looking at me..very serious looking faces..ein, sini...duduk sebelah abg..erm..ok. cuba tunjuk scene hari tu? scene yg mana abg? hari tu, abg dah tgk...ada lari conty..masa ein buat conty...scene ape bang? (scene 18) nampak sgt menipu...bila masa plak aku buat conty scene 18? buat conty scene 34 ada la..hahaha..abg johan, aahaa...aku dah bg tahu ngn hamlo, ada lari conty,..aik? bila masa plak abg bg tahu? abg aizam tak gi tahu saya pun....cuba main..kita tgk kita tgk...play2...k cuba dengar btul2 apa dia ckp kat sana...erm...dia ckp kuih..kuih...btul la bang..bukan kuih,..kuih...tapi "happy birthday!" everyone sang me a lovely birthday song..i was crying beside abg..(scared he was fierce that time try to prank me so much!) haha....i get my birthday cake..cheese cake+yogurt+strawberry! it was delicious..i make a wish before i blow out the candle...fheww... insyaAllah my wish come truee!...
the prank scene was niceee! cantekk tak??
haha..thanks all :)
lalalala...happy 26th birthday me!
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