I wanna be a Primadona...can i?

                                                                                                                                               Curtsy Deviantart

Life has bring me into another level, another level that i shall think about what's next what's will be if i do this and what will it be if i decide this or that? Im now 27 years old. Young? there is no young or old or too young age is just a number for us to count well, it still remains as a number. Who we are doesn't reflect our age if we still being there and stuck with no development in our life. Therefore i choose to be different, wide open, optimistic, opportunist? Maybe am not that kind person at this very moment to have that quick stage in other words, Mengambil kesempatan diatas kesempitan. Sounds dirty but nowadays human loves to be dirty and with that, they do develop in a luxury. Believe me? don't. you will spoilt your mind coz am not here to pollute peoples mind to believe in what i say. 

In life, there is trust, willingness, sacrifice, honest, and so much more...Could we count our deeds in our daily lives? i bet in a minute or an hour you did so much that you actually doesn't realized what actually that we're done for ourselves? my questions looks twisted but actually in a simple sentence : What actually you've done in life to prove that your happy and your satisfied with what you do? A wise man did told me, to be happy you must do the things that you love the most. I agree with that. Some are happy some kills by the happiness. Why so? because their unhealthy lifestyle creates the sin in their heart.  Maybe they are happy with lots of money and their fulfill career perhaps makes them someone in life that everyones ones to be like them. Me one toooo! Money makers! uwaaaaa 

Who cares, now a days money could buy love and love could be pay by money..Who bothers by the way? Common! this is the millennium lifestyle. Everyone enjoys it. Even without love you will be so much happy with money that thrown to you that you could buy so much with it!  Am i angry? no am not. It is the perception of now a days life. i realized I'm into this at the moment. Where i can feel money could buy me happiness. Ya it is true, with it i could buy anything that i want expensive clothes, new apparel in online boutiques, new shoes, new handbags omigod! Parfum, name me: Marc Jacobs, Salvato Verigamo? eating and sit-down in a classic, vintage, famous coffee house perhaps? or maybe dine in a luxury, cozy eating out place that every famous artist would be there to hang out. So much  people who wants to be in that position and to be heaven in everyday life.... not only me, but everyone has that desire. It actually kills me when i'm so wanted to be like one, but it actually kills my happiness day by day as i used to think, where can i find that much of money to bear my expenses. Well, with what i worked for, it would never be enough for me. With my monthly commitment that i have to bear, the left over are for my monthly chores and much more. Talking bout enough? it would be sucks if you don't keep for your own future. I love shopping i do shop till drop till my pockets are torn. hahaahaha! I'm a big spender but then i realized, i do not need that much to spent on expensive item coz i know am not that kinda person who spend for unnecessary things. Mum always taught me bout keeping money, i do save in many acct. Saving here, saving there. I keep on asking myself, When will i get my money back? 

besides saving in an acct, I do save in my little save bank call *tabung which i usually needs coins from people to help me save. I don't mind with 10cents or 5cents as long as its a coin am pleasure to keep into my tabung.  Ok. Back to our story, since money is the case i realized am not much longer happy like before. Without money am still happy, without money in my purse of pocket i will go hahahaha gagaga with my friends and collegues like no problems will turn out that particular time. Maybe time has change and changing is a development. For some people, they need this changing in order for them to have a quality life and a quality future. :) 

I got a song here for all of you. by Jessie J *Who you are. My fav track for this month. 

Have a pleasant day everyone! Love yourself more than your money. Be true with who you are <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">

love and hugs! :) 

TV Program & Film

It's been a while since i left this blog empty without any updates. Currently i'm busy working on with the Making of Ponti Vs Omi & Trailer that will be coming out soon in cinema! Do support our Malaysian film this 22 November 2012. Here are the links that you guys could access and twitter to be one of our follower! 

Like us on Facebook! : www.facebook.com/Pontianakvsorangminyak 

Follow us on Twitter!: @PontiVsOmi #PontiVsOmi 

Watch our new trailer: Ponti Vs Omi! in Youtube. Support our local film. Appreciate our industry and our own creativity :) 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-1kXlGc3aws&feature=share

Besides the film the promotional stuff. We got Opera Sabun Boboi! Every Thursday, 10pm at Astro Warna 

Interesting episodes each week! Last week episodes was the "Boboi Merah Boboi Putih" Ep 1 & 2 don't forget to be our fan on Facebook and catch up our daily updates on Opera Sabun Boboi!!

Many exciting events going on ya? well, There's more to come! Actorlymipcs will be held on 7 - 18 November 2012 at PJLA, Jaya One. Tickets will be sell to outsiders by now. You guys may log in into: PJLIVEARTS.my for more info & bookings! (improvisation from the producers of the comedy improv TVshow, Super Spontan!) 

TV's Show

Helo! Its been a long time i've been silence without any post on my blog..After busy with the Super Spontan Live show, Here am i again back in track on the other upcoming tv program which to be seen on Astro Warna at channel 132! #Akademi Spontan, #Roda Igauan and the upcoming #OperaSabunBoboi. Looks like a lot of job to be settle of ya...

Well, Akademi Spontan come to end of 6 episodes & Roda Igauan is coming to an end as well. Don't forget to catch up with our latest product "Opera Sabun Boboi" which to be held on the 28th of Sept 2012 at Astro Warna, 132 at 10pm!  A show that couldn't be miss! Fresh ideas, Fun & Entertaining!

http://www.astrogempak.com.my/ArticleDetails/tabid/597/articleId/41206/Akademi-Super-Spontan-Episod-1.aspx

Don't Forget to catch us on the last episode 6 this week Thursday at 10pm Astro Warna :) 

And now am working on the last two episodes on the Roda Igauan gonna miss this game show. Many difficulties that i face into the making of this but at the end of the day, i learnt a lot from it and improve what's the do & the don'ts. Editing in HD is somehow a new phenomena for me where after Raid(film),SD, and all sort of video hard copies and now new generation of HD there's a lot of things to be explore and to learn. This takes a lot of effort & patient of course :)

From visual to audio 5.1 its so challenging! it looks simple bt there's a lot thinks to be noted on it. well, its a process of learning. even though am working in a professional line now, somehow am still learning to be a better person someday. Insyallah i will :)

Don't Forget to watch us every Thursday at 10pm, Astro Warna :) 

Super Spontan

Hey there, am now busy doing Super Spontan. Its a live show every Friday at 10pm at Astro Warna channel 132. Watch the comedian and some famous celebrity took part in this competition. Choose ur favourite team; Angsa Ganas and Beruang Comel. Wanna watch it live? do collect your ticket at the entrance at FINAS (beside Zoo Negara) at 6.00pm. Happy voting guys! 

March Love!

Hello everyone! It's been a long time since i have been neglect my blog due to my busy daily routine. Hectic and havoc with editing life made me simply like missing the life of a normal person being with my love ones and spending most of my time on bed, watch tv, and reading magazines! hahaha.... it's been half a year i didn't write any to blog! i miss writing! MARCH! my birth month. Aries babes with full of strength and force fill in heart that always makes them a successful person. Passionate and interest in their heart makes them moving forward being somebody that have been eager for years to hold and insyaAllah i will be there somehow. My 27th Birthday is blessed. Got a surprise dinner from someone who have been there for me through thick and thin. I feel blessed with him around me. He made these by himself. Thanks love! appreciate that much!....can't have that Bora Bora island but Bora Asmara ada! hahaaha...

 Nice romantic dinner! thanks love :P

 happy face! although just recovering from a badly high fever! 

Carlo Rino Handbag for Bday! 

We end our birthday party at 11.15pm and reach home immediately as am still aren't well! still having my daria and its terribly bad. Having my medicines and have a good rest as tomorrow is my days to the office back after two days mc :) 

Happy 27th Birthday Me! 

The Drama Brat Queeny

I'm looking into the online dictionary, finding this word called "Brat" sounds kinda kinky, really eager to know as a friend of mine who used to be called **** he has this little story about a girl who he used to know and he called this girl a brat and am so curious to know what is this brat thingy is about? well, he gave me lots of definitions, names and many silly name to proven this brat means well, here is what i found on the online dictionary: A Child, especialy a spoiled or ill-mannered one and i found this as well,"Annoying, Spoilt Child" is this kinda like the draggy drama queen concept? my friend says, YES! erm...sounds scary, but i would like to know more about this BRAT type of person. Surprisingly, my friend has summary all this about brat but to my thinking, this so called Brat girl or Drama queen girl is all about attention that she needed from others as she lives in that world. I wonder why this people being so overwhelming in such away there crave for attention (attention seeker). Well, if this girl is beautiful and pretty maybe she needs to prove that she's pretty, if she not pretty then she needs attention more than any of the pretty and beautiful girls needed. But why all the brat girl is always be the beautiful, pretty, sexy and hot girl? 

Curious to know bout it but I've doing some serve that most of the guys says, this kinda women or girls, they need the most attention by the guy so that they are protected. Means, wherever this Brat lil queen go, they will have the security means, publicity figure (oh! that guy i know him!) go to him and joining him at the big crowd and many of the guy friends will notice that lil brat queen! (SEE the game?) some of the guy did mention also, this lil brat girl sometimes would stand out and being brat such as, "you know am the hottest girl in the class, in the office etc.." sometimes, the conversation maybe this way, "many guys wanted to marry me..." (this is when the girl try to pull the trigger and selling herself to the men telling that please take me as ur girl and u will marry me one day) lol...sometimes, "you know, i know this guys...he like me, but i don't like him.." (so annoying... :( well, this game is always been played again and again by the those brat bitches out there..but why do they act that way? Need a security in life? perhaps, this is what i have to say: Played game with people heart is like you are gambling yourself into a dead sea. Once you've played, you will never end the game cause what u've given is what you will get back in the end. Why have to burden yourself with judging peoples heart and feelings through wards you? We are human being, never would be perfect in life. 

We tend to make mistakes and from that we learn to be someone better..why we have to choose? choosing to live with a better person is good but don't make them an option if you already have the good ones in front of u. Treasure them..The most frustrated issues is where there is an option while you have to choose between the A and B (to let go the person and the person have to sacrifice who to let go) well, this is hard. Sometimes this lil brat queen love to play this kinda game...a game that used to be the favorite one is to choose! Its terrible when this little brat queen is trying to prove her choice is proven the perfect one! Well, god always knows what's best in your life. Don't fools those who loves you with an eye shut by just saying u're not good enuf for me...who are you to say that? Well, everyone has a mouth to say what they wanted to say to the one who they like or dislikes..but every human being is given a heart to feel so whatever you said and do ,it reflects back what act u do to them...it hurts, so please ensure to be careful in what u do..or else everyone slip away from you. Sorry seems to be the hardest word. YES! indeed it is, so be in their shoes while you try to make things worst. 

But then again, don't play around on hearts. Once it broke it couldn't be mend. It takes a lot of time to fix it. Maybe it couldn't be fix anymore...If a guy or a girl loves you so much do give them a chances to prove their love their attention through wards you. What about if you don't love him or her? we never know what heart might come after that...am right? God knows best...He sent you him/her for a reason. For what reason? we never know..but if you doesn't like him/her..please ensure that you ready to tell him the truth that you couldn't like or love him because you don't have the heart on him/her. Don't put him/her on high hope as this will condemn him/her soul. This is not good. Don't keep it too long if you know you gonna hurt him/her. So, please practice this habits in a any of relationship...do in a healthy way so that no one get hurts. 
I saw many friends, and even me sometimes getting the heartbreaks thingy. It's tough! at some point, we wish to be alone and cry all day to comfort our self.  if this makes us better. Ya! its proven, crying makes us feel relieve. It's gonna takes few months or the fastest is 2 weeks to forget what had happen...sometimes we do need a company by our close friends just to share our sadness and sorrow. To make ourselves at ease.

When in a relationship, many happy returns, joy, and sometimes sad tragedy happens. Well, that's what mean to be in love life. Nothing is perfect, Even, husband and wife also argue and quarrel. :) What's hurts more, if him/her can't give full commitment once in relationship. This is a normal issues for me..once him/her in a career many circumstances outsource and many difficulties come and this makes the relationship aren't stable. Don't put your career and your relationship issues at the same time. THAT's terribly BAD! i've got a quote for these: Your good in everything you do but when comes to relationship, you're BAD! too bad for that...well, i for seen this matters as you will see the career people will have their late marriage. its proven! well, some are not. But most of them are! 
Next, is sincerity-Being in any relationship. friends, relative,family, work & etc..anything needs sincerity. That's the key of success! Being honest is the number one that will proven you will locked your heart and being the one that people will adore..Sometimes those brat bitches, they will be so sincere like "i sleep with this guy last night, and you know what i get? he promise to buy me GTI goft! (Volkswagen car) well...that's honest! but this lil brat honest is far away honest...this is the other topics! lol..
Honest means: not given to lying, cheating,stealing etc..trustworthy. Not False or misleading or genuine, Just or fair honest wages.
that's the definition of honest. What about sincerity?  
Sincerity means: in one's heart of heart (i emphasizes on this) 
In the deepest, innermost recesses of one's heart, in one's most private and pure thoughts or feelings. The first heart in this expression means "core" and the second heart means "seat of feeling, understanding and thought". Although the corrupted heart of heart  is frequently heard, the original expression as it appeared in Hamlet is heart of heart. 

Give me that man
That is not passion’s slave, and I will wear him
In my heart’s core—aye, in my heart of heart,
As I do thee. 

Well, sincerity means alot! very deepest more to heart and feelings. Well the meaning of honest and sincerity is not the same. 

In love, sincerity is the first to come then being honest with one another. That is called love for eternity. :) 

Well, dear little brat girl out there, stop chasing and fool the guys heart.. 

Stop the drama, stop being fancy pretty and being so drama drag queen (its so boring ok) Stop having an option in life..where you have to choose which one is suitable for you. 

You're no god..remember, what you've done to people around you, will get back CASH for that. So make sure you don't have any debt before god give you back what you've done...

Not all are bad not all like the "sweet taker guy" Don't worry for anything that would come...People will hate you, rate you, break you and shake you. How strong you stand is what makes you. So no need for revenge for that. Those who hurt you will eventually screw themselves up. And if you're lucky, God will let you watch it...just remember what goes around, comes around.

Till then, Have a pleasant day... :O 

Hugs & kisses, 

Arzrin Ein

A Short Film by Grim Film

The Long Distance Relationship 

A very touching short film by Grim Film, never thought of a relationship gonna end that way..I remember back then, when i was in a long distance relationship with my ex...its just that we didn't camchore but SMS, MMS and chat in the internet just to keep in touch together.. I love the post color grad, vintage yet suits the mood in the short film..i love the video cam part where they both eat, dinner, brush teeth together and watch football but the girl didn't like football...i wonder if i were in that situation..The sad part is when the guy bring his laptop to the church and we saw the girl is wearing all in white dress (like a bride to be) - my mind thought that the girl will marry the guy but the story turn out to be different...(really heartbreaking) my heart gasp and felt tears on my cheek (i feel the film) well done! a Heart tempting short film. Enjoy friends :)

Festival Filem Malaysia 24

Msian Film Festival 24 this year sees many film is being nominated such as Merong Mahawangsa, KL Gangster, Janin, Cun, Hantu Kak Limah, Bini-Bini Ku Gangster, Karak, and many more...overrall the event is OKEY for me. as my eyes can't see clearly as the stage is huge coz i've been seated on the left side...Supposed, there must be a TV left and right for us in the hall room to watch the hold event as well, for the infront seater la! messed up la astro! Really dissapointed! lagi bagus balik rumah tgk tv kat astro, daripada dtg jauh2 kat Putrajaya tapi can't see things clearly! but it's not disappointing at all when i could meet lisa surihani and Shaziey sam! The most frustrating is when u wanted to take a post with the award winning director, I wanted to take a picture with Syamsul Yusuf, sadly he kinda busy with the reporter and the press *tak dapat la nak ambik gambar* Syamsul sendiri pun takda masa utk peminat well, am just a simple girl with a small dream stood there waiting for my queue to take picture with him but no chances...*pity* 

Putrajaya International Convention Centre (PICC) very beautiful building...i manage to be there at 8.30 and entered the hall of fame my goodness, i'm sitting a row with other malaysia artist. Sharp at 11 something, the award ceremony ends. The best film this year is Merong Mahawangsa. :) congrats KRU studio..Then, after party...The food on that night delicious! i love the lagsania superb cheezy! the macaroni is okey, i love the chicky chicken nugget very tasty! all the food is A one! i manage to capture few pictures on that night coz can't stand the pain of "High Heels" i wonder how those actress used their pumps at 3-4inches my goodness! 

 me with Lisa Surihani ( my heels are not that high) lol

  me with Sam! looked messy but he is friendly :))

 me with ika with my two eyes close..i just love this piece hahaa...

 Congratulations to all the winners..for the FFM24. Gemilang Filem Malaysia :))

Amir Rashid & Nur Atifi Wedding

 Congrats Amir Rashid & his beautiful wife Nur Atifi 

Received a warm invitation that late friday from Amir's fiances, She email me their wedding card invitation at the famous place of all wedding at Duchess place nearby Great Eastern Mall at Jalan Jelatek.. I was amazed, i mean truly amazed by the concept in that place! very cozy, white,stylo, garden concept wedding..am going with Black and nurul.

 

  The muffin (if i not mistaken) very nice...  I love to watch these when they stood still and "Selawat Nabi" is been played before sitting on the dais.

                                                                                                          

 

 

The Bride and the Bridegroom's eating place lovely kan? garden conceptual! 

Congratulations Amir and his wife. Wish u guys a happy marriage life. "Semoga berkekalan hingga ke anak cucu" very romantic couple :)) Happy for u Amir..

Persandingan Dira Abu Zahar & Helmi Yusuf

 

 Congratulations Helmi Yusuf & Dira Abu Zahar!

 The wedding is been held at Lanai Matic, Jalan Ampang. Sexy Rock Chic kinda style..black and white and red the concept is simple.. Raining but it didn't disappointed the guests who came. My table is nearby the stage. I could see the bride and the bridegroom from far. The dishes is well prepared and we are all sitted according the guest list. Many artists and media friends of abg Helmi and kak Dira shows up on that night. We didn't miss out taking picture on our own. like usual! 

 

kak hunny, cat shaker, me and echa 

 me and kak wawa

 the dais from far :)

 me with black

A very warm and exciting evening..fabulous wedding! lots of wedding invitation coming up till the end of this year..my goodness can't believe everyone is getting married and having their happiest day came...Wish all of my friends a very happy marriage life and always being in love forever always! Hugs & Kisses from Arzrin Ein :)

From Merlimau, Melaka with Love

 received a card from Abg Helmi Yusuf & Dira Abu Zahar for their wedding reception and also their akad nikah at Merlimau Melaka (11.11.11) nice number for a newly wed. Wish them a happy marriage life always. As we arrive at Melaka, the sun stood still without no air breezing i felt so thirsty and my throat really needs WATER! throat is dry...MY god! Melaka is really hot at evening! can u all see Abg Helmi's face, kinda sweat later on..Goodluck with the akad nikah abg Helmi..

 looking nervous but hey! he drive a Lamborghini to Dira Abu Zahar's house ok!

 

Here's the Lamborghini! cool na :))

 The Hantaran from Pihak Lelaki..

 friends, relatives and media 

 pintu gerbang masuk..beautiful flowers there... :))

 anggun with his mother 

The Hakim Negeri Melaka is saying something...

Waiting passionately 

Interviewed by the Melody

with Boboi!

One question please! kinda hard to get their pic together well...we're done! 

Congratulations Abg Helmi Yusuf & Dira Abu Zahar...